redux

so i thought about yesterday’s post again, and i realized that i may be missing the point.

maybe repeating is the point.

i know enough of my life to realize that i’m always teetering between the highs and the lows.  the lows, as dark as they may seem, serve to reset things, to force a little introspection, and ultimately to put me back on track for the highs — the truly exhilarating highs.  and come they will, they always do.

i’d much rather have a see-saw existence of highs and lows than live with the steady, flat, even pace of contentment — completely lacking passion, excitement and course-altering revelations.  a life anesthetized.

no thank you.

it’s in these times of struggle that i find clarity.

i wouldn’t want it any other way.

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