Archive for November, 2006

giving thanks

22 November 2006

some thanksgiving thoughts to ponder…

We can only be said to be alive in those moments when our hearts are conscious of our treasures. (Thornton Wilder)

As we express our gratitude, we must never forget that the highest appreciation is not to utter words, but to live by them. (John Fitzgerald Kennedy)

Gratitude consists of being more aware of what you have, than what you don’t. (Unknown)

We often take for granted the very things that most deserve our gratitude. (Cynthia Ozick)

Gratitude is the sign of noble souls. (Aesop Fables)

Not what we say about our blessings, but how we use them, is the true measure of our thanksgiving. (W.T. Purkiser)

goodbye

21 November 2006

goodbye

i heard the news today.

i lost you all over again.

i cannot speak of this,
except to say goodbye,
and finally mean it.

it’s enough to be on your way…

20 November 2006

…it’s enough just to cover ground…

sometimes i forget that the journey is often more important than the destination.

there are times in my life when i get so wrapped up in where i’m going, or what’s coming next, or where i think i need to be, that i lose sight of where i am. only recently am i coming to accept that the real beauty of life is that it exists in each fleeting moment. not in the yesterdays, and not in the tomorrows. life is exactly this — no more and no less.

i’m reminded of a time, about 10 years ago, when i was at a much different place in my life. i was headed home after my afternoon classes. about halfway through town, traffic came to an abrupt hault as the local elementary school was dismissing. bus after bus streamed out of the parking lot, and a steady flow of children and parents crossed the street. at first, i was upset at the unscheduled delay, but then i looked up and out of my sunroof and saw the most beautiful display. the entire sky was an expanse of pink petals dancing amidst the sunlight. it was breathtaking and i lost myself in the beauty of the moment. nothing else mattered — not the traffic, or the delay, or my plans for the day. i existed only in that moment, drifting on the breeze, free and alive and unencumbered.

it was beautiful beyond words.

i often remember this experience when i become overwhelmed and impatient with my life. there are times when it is better to just be: in this moment, in this life, in this journey. and that’s enough.

…it’s enough to be moving on.

it’s mine

13 November 2006

the condo, that is.

signed, sealed and to be delivered on november 30th.

i must be dreaming…

(please don’t wake me if i am)

the condo

8 November 2006

Well, it’s all done. In about an hour of my time, I’ve made an offer on the condo of my dreams. Now I get to do what I do best — wait. Amidst all of the various scenerios swirling in my mind is an overwhelming feeling of excitement. Along with that, a certain pride in knowing that I’m able to do this all myself. This is unquestionably the biggest step that I’ve taken alone in my life, and I must admit that it feels pretty amazing.

Updates to follow…

(Keep your fingers crossed)